| i am so sick of our popular culture. i can't stand existing in it. i am all for living in remote areas with just a small group of people |
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| i know no one reads these things anymore. barely anyone read them in the first place. everyone has converted to my space or friendster, which i am vehemenently against.
i feel like everyone took a course on how to survive. but that class wasn't offered to me. i feel like everyone knows something fundamental that i an unaware of... i wonder if everyone feels this way. |
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| it's onlu the second week... already seems like months. i feel so isolated and tired when i am in school. all i want to do is sleep. the only thing that i can tell myself is that this semester will get better, easier... that i have the control to do that. i have the ability to make this semester into anything BUT last year. |
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| school is back in session....and the only thing i have learned this summer is that recovery of any kind is slow. excruciating slow. |
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| so far the summer is going... strangely. my world view is slowly turning (inside -out?) i dunno
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